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The kids
The kids are all scared
Of the monsters
Under their beds

But my monsters don't scare me
The real monsters are in my mind
And the ones under my bed only help me hide
They help me feel alive
But they're killing my inside
All I do is break
All I do is think about this poison in my veins
All I feel is pain
Alone in this silence
Such darkness in my brain
All I do is break
All I do is fake
Too scared to change
Too brave to stay the same
All I do is break
When I listen to Halsey when I am depressed.
I'm afraid of myself
And I don't know what to do
I'm afraid of hurting you
Even though I don't want to
I'm afraid of what you think of me
If you knew the truth
I grew up in a highly religious family. I still live with my parents. I am not saying religion is bad. Personal beliefs are essential to who we are and our survival. However, it becomes bad when one takes it to an unhealthy level. For example, when one attempts to manipulate his or her loved ones by using holy Scripture. My parents are guilty of this. Therefore, I find myself torn. When I speak with my religious or something spiritual friends, I get angry. For no reason at all, I just feel so bitter. It's not them, its not God, its not the church. It's stupid idiots who are self righteous and manipulative. Don't get me wrong. I am a believer. O have nothing wrong with God, the Bible, or religion in general. However, I have become extremely skeptical and bitter towards religion in general. It's tearing me apart. I don't know what I believe anymore. It hurts me deeply and besides possibly therapy, I don't know what to do.
If you want to talk about this I am cool with it. Thanks for reading.


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fireinavase Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
thank you so much for the fave <3 |-/
xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015
Stay street, and stay alive, friend! |-/
theh00d Featured By Owner May 28, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav |-/
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xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015
I loved that Sam Winchester GIF!!!
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GolenFlyingFox Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
happy bday
xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015
Thank you!
Vexic929 Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday!! :hug: :party: :cake:
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