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I swear, one day I will travel to Texas by plane with a friend. And when I do, I will stand on one side of the airport, and my friend about 100 ft away from me. I will yell "The stars at night, are big and bright!" We will both clap twice, at the same time, and beat. Then, my friend will yell in reply "Deep in the heart of Texas!!!" And we will do this three times, to see who joins in! XD
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: "Think I'm Sick" by Icon For Hire
I'm sick I think I'm sick
Sometimes I think I get like this
I bite my tongue, I clench my fists
Resist at first and then reverse
The night knows me by name
Its shadow trained to dull the pain
All the black begins to blur
Resist at first and then immerse

It tires me, it makes me sad
To think of all the nights I've had
Eyes shut tightly, I shut down
Won't be that much longer now
In the quiet, in the dark
All my ideals fall apart
When they come for me again
Resist with everything I am

It tires me, it makes me sad
To think of all the nights I've had
Eyes shut tightly, I shut down
Won't be that much longer now

I'm sick, I think I'm sick
Sometimes I think I get like this
I bite my tongue, I clench my fists
Resist at first and then reverse
Life's a war, you pick your fight
I think mine picks me first most nights
If I should wake before I die
Then promise me you'll never get this sick inside

Can't undo a word I said
Years of struggle still ahead
All the trouble in my head
I wish I were good instead

I'm sick, I think I'm sick
Sometimes I think I get like this
I bite my tongue, I clench my fists
Resist at first and then reverse
My adversary knows me well
She's out for blood, too soon to tell
If I'll outsmart these lies of hell
And think my sick self back to health

Just one more
Only once more
Am I the metaphorical whore?

Further, Further
Just once more
This stings me to the core
Still I want
Just one more

You watch me drink from insanity's glass
But I could never lose
What I never had

This must pain you to see
The dark, grim side of me
The fact that you are still here is inspiring
You make me want to keep trying

Before all I ever wanted was a little bit more
But that was before

I'm.not.a.metaphorical.whore.
No.not.anymore.
Only One
I had a very different view of this poem starting out, but it evolved weirdly. If you know the song I reference in this poem then you are amazing! Anyway, this poem means a lot to me. I'm not saying what it's about. You'll just have to speculate... or ask me... But it is my choice if I tell you or not :P
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So, I have a job where I am only allowed to have my hair natural colors. Does this mean that I can dye it blonde with red tips???
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: "Love Sick Zombie" be House of Heroes
I've wanted a banjo for a long time now... What songs do you guyzes think would sound good on a banjo?
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: "Love Sick Zombie" be House of Heroes
I swear, one day I will travel to Texas by plane with a friend. And when I do, I will stand on one side of the airport, and my friend about 100 ft away from me. I will yell "The stars at night, are big and bright!" We will both clap twice, at the same time, and beat. Then, my friend will yell in reply "Deep in the heart of Texas!!!" And we will do this three times, to see who joins in! XD
  • Mood: Distressed

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I am an artist in all respects! Three words that can be used to describe me are "Unique and energetic". However, more importantly, I am a person, just like you. Just trying to get through the pure insanity that is life. So feel free to say hi and let's get to know each other! There is no such thing as having too many friends... and if you ever are in need of someone to talk to just leave me a note and I will talk with you!
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Okamitamashi13 Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks for the fav
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xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2014
you are welcome!
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Acid-Wing Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fave :D
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xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014
You are welcome!
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PEACHROS3 Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014  Student
Thanks for the :+fav:
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xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2014
yip! =^v^=
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MrNeko42 Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014
I'm sure you expected this at some point.

PIZZA FISH!!!!!
*clap* never doubt the worm!
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xheraldxofxhopex Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2014
*clap* never doubt the worm!
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NightsWarriors Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave!:D
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SargonUchiha Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2014
I'm on deviantart now :P
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